Rainy goodness

Hello friends, it's been raining off and on for the past few days. It's nice because it's cooled down a lot. I actually needed a blanket to sleep comfortably last night! I love being snug as a bug in a rug for sleeping.
I had a friend go home yesterday and it made my imminent journey seem a lot more real to me.
My practice was good yesterday. I went to the chiropractor in the afternoon. She worked on my psoas again and it left me more shell-shocked than the previous time. It was so painful. I'm sure I'm holding emotional stuff there. Then, when I feel emotionally vulnerable, I start to worry about things that don't occur to me at other times.
The main thing I'm worrying about: forcing myself into a situation where I'm not happy or things start to seem important that really aren't. I think I'm really going to like the academics of law school, but I'm not interested in all the hype--grades, salary, prestige, bla bla bla.
I keep telling myself that I have to trust that I won't get wrapped up in all the bs. I don't know if this makes sense.
In other news, we didn't celebrate the solstice in any way here. In fact, I'm so disconnected from the passage of time I didn't realize it was the solstice! The days here seem to just float on by.
George, thanks for your update! I'm looking forward to some "cabin time" (my friends and I refer to it as "CFT," or, "Cabin Fun Time"--maybe this abbreviation will catch on) when I get home!
Internet is spotty here with the rain. I don't know why it knocks out the power and internet, but it does.
I've been realizing more and more lately that talk is cheap, especially where yoga/meditation is concerned. We can talk about it all we like, but to really get it you have to just do it. In the words of Guruji: "Practice and all is coming."
I don't have much else to share.
Hugsies,
Lauren